Hands, Hold My Hands

I have two empty hands

Holding what I am

Nothing

She has two full hands

Holding what I am with her

Everything

~*~

Hands, hold my hands

Give me your shoulder to cry on

Give me your love to die on

Hands, hold my hands

~*~

I have so much to say

Can't say, don't want to spoil this

Don't wanna make you feel responsible

For me, I can't live without

For me, I need you

~*~

Hands, hold my hands

You gave me your shoulder to cry on

You gave me your love to live on

Hands, hold my hands evermore

Hopes and Doubts Mixed Together

The pain

I feel a new pain

That of heart break

Though you still be here

I break up anyhow

Just by thinking of you going away

Of me alone once again

How it brings tears to my eyes

I love you more than I love myself

You have become my heartbeat

Steady influence in my life

Pain all melts away from the past

When your here

But when your not

Comes to me the fears and doubts

~*~

Four years of searching

For my Bardess

I have finally found her, found you

But I had only foreseen so far

Me meeting you

Me being healed by you

Me falling in love with you

The rest is all hopes and dreams

~*~

Hopes and doubts mixed together

A unhealthy combination

I will love you to death

Your Butterfly Colors

Transforming love

Caterpillar to butterfly

In a blink of an eye

It grows inside

Like weeds in a garden

My well kept forest

Has gone wild

Makes me excited

Makes me feel alive

~*~

I breath in your taste

I taste your dawning

Sunlight burns across my face

Rays of light bleach my hair

~*~

Butterfly, your colors confuse

Butterfly, your colors amuse

Butterfly, your colors fuse

My green with your blue

Beloved Evermore

Beckoning white light

Evening mist, candlelight abyss

Leviathan demise, raven crows

Open heart, take bite

Various bloods of hope

Eternal heart pumps emotion

Dieing for your beloved

~*~

Beloved Evermore

Evermore my beloved

Love filled eternity

Evermore my beloved

Beloved Evermore

~*~

Exiting darkness, thorns take hold

Violent blood rose replaces

Everlasting black, destroyed

Rioting feelings, confuse heart

Mortal emotions, seas do part

Open gateway to soul spirit

Rose garden grow inside

Evermore

~*~

Beloved Evermore

Evermore my beloved

Love filled eternity

Evermore my beloved

Beloved Evermore

Gladly Bled

Why do I look to the future?

To the possibility our paths might separate?

I would sacrifice my goals

To be with my dream

~*~

Of the list of my priorities

You rank number one

Myself, number two

I can wait for my dreams

So that I might be

By your side while you achieve yours

I cannot lose you

I will not lose you

Unless you push me away

And then nothing shall matter anyway

I would only live on in hopes of finding you again

I would only live on in case you came to me again

~*~

It's so hard to say

But it must be said

I'd gladly be bled

If it would help you grow

I'd gladly be bled

If you had to be fed

I'd gladly be bled

If it prevented you from being dead

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